Lies&Deceit...

Lies and deceit, its all around. Those u luv and think they feel the same, turn around and put u to shame. Its a sad cycle of life, BUT WITH IT COMES GUD....even after the pain and strife. the gud, the bad, and the times inbetween...Its the ones u thought never could, are capable of being the most mean. I guess its cuz u never thought u'd see the day. Ur best friend, or Baby treats u the wrong way. U beat urself up, asking y...but y try u never get the answer u want..and when u do... Its jus them being sly. Sneaking their way back in, to repeat the cycle u've been goin thru since way back when... But y do we let this happen? its because we put way to much trust in the ones we call friends. Its like my mom always said, ull have only enough "best friends" Thruout ur life to count on one hand. I thought i was beating the odds, but that quickly came to an end. From now on, choose wisely who u call "friend" Not cuz u hung out wit them, days on end...but because they were their for u, from the beginning to end.

you

YOU, i cant YOU outa my mind...i dnt even kno YOU, yet my mind wont leave YOU alone. YOU, do you even kno YOU've been on my mind? Walking in the hallways, i have to make a U because YOU decided to grace me with YOUR elegance once again. because of YOU i think to myself, do I even have a chance, Why do I try, Wat am I thinking...But YOU dnt even kno?? Or do YOU?

Im not OBSESSED lol, jus doin sum creative writing...bored much, but n e ways...WEEKENDS HERE!!!! o yea, more work and school work!!! lol, college life hasent gotten fun yet, but o well..work now play later right? so how bout me nd YOU! lol luv peace nd soul yall!!

Dad

To my father, the best dad i could ever ask for...but i didnt relize until now. U tought me so much, even tho u were so far away. Always i wondered, why couldnt i have a dad like normal kids. Y couldnt u be around to teach me how to be a man, and help me thru life. But even tho u were always outa sight, u were still never outa reach. U tought me so many things, in such a short period of time. U tought me how to be a man and so much more. Even tho at times im hard headed and i give u nd mom a hard time, i payed attention and i learned. Im sry for ever doubting u...and being upset becuase u werent their. When truely u were, and i thank u for that. Thruought ur weird teachings, and mini sayings...I Jamall Osman became a man...a wise man with far more knowledge and wisdom then a person my age. Again, thnk u nd im sry for not being their when i should have been. I luv u dad, and i will make u proud...I promise...

Life(i kno i get so off topic lol my bad)

Life...wat a mysterious thing. We were born into this life, with no map, no instructions, no guide. left to figure it out on our own. Everyone goes thru the same things, pain, sadness, happiness, sorrow, nd the list goes on. But everyone makes different choices. Is that wat life is, different choices? Or is it just a game we play, if u end up rich u win, poor u loose. Naw that cant be it, life is a beatiful thing, others choose to work thru it, sum choose to play thru it. Sum even waste their life, tryna figure out wat it is. Everyone is so worried about being themselves, nd not being "fake", everyone wants to be "real" and have tons of "money". Wat is being "real" nd wats "money" n e ways. In this society money is everything, u cant do n e thing without money. But yet, u Can...u werent born with money and ur not gonna die with money. So wats the importance of money, Sure u gotta by food and clothes and medicine..the whole nine. But why money. The things we really need dnt cost n e thing, Yet they put a price on it. Like water, who gave n e one the right to "sell" water. I was at the gas station yesterday and "air" was 75 cents. Its pretty ridiculous if u think about it. U gotta buy meat and milk. Who gave n e one the right to take over nd start selling things besides actual labor. With our society the rich get richer the poor get poorer. Like for instance take credit, if u have high credit, things are cheaper, if u have low credit, things are more expensive. So basically if u have money its cheaper and if u dnt its more expensive?? does that sound right to u. And how is it possible that people live in huge mansions with acres nd everything, and their are many poeple who dnt even have a place to call home. Again ppl, wat is money. a piece of green paper, thats lets our society kno, whos important or not. If u have money ur important, if u dnt ur nothing. This little piece of paper, with no actual value...sets ur future, Its so powerful, yet its nothing. It can start wars, end friendships, start fights, and even death. People actually kill one another for this green paper. This paper makes the world go round for many, but not for me. I for one, am not gonna let this thing we call money run my life. Nd i hope u dnt waste ur life, chasing "money" when in the end, it has absolutly no value.

Hola

Hola mi companero's. Today was a gud day, stress filled but gud. Chilled wit sum cool ppl, applied at sum colleges(sum real schools, mc is garbage) nd possibly got a new job. time to save up for a car, nd dem im out. luv peace and soul!!!!!!!!!